Life moves on

Well. It's going to be hard to "end" end things, especially since I never had to before.

I guess it's a sacrifice I can make for your happiness though.

Went and scheduled my classes for next year.

This school's classes are pathetic.

They don't even offer AP English.

They do have a good engineering program though. 

Lawrence didn't offer robotics classes.

1st Quarter:

  Honors English 12 (whatever that is)

  Intro to Robotics

  Intro to Plastics and Equipment

  Principles of Technology

2nd Quarter

  Honors English 12

  Adv. Robotics

  Principles of Technology

  Psychology

3rd Quarter

  AP Calc BC

  Principles of Technology II

  Physics II

  Sociology

4th Quarter

  AP Calc BC

  Principles of Technology II

  Physics II

  Econ

One AP class. 

The "physics II" class is the same as the physics I took as a sophmore. 

I'm only taking it because they're making me take a "science" class.

The English class looks like AP, but they don't offer the exam.

I have to retake Econ because it's mandatory that seniors take it.
Even though I've already taken AP. 

Mac and Jason are in my calc class, but apparently there are only like, 10 of us taking it.

Let's compare that to last year.

1st Semester

 AP English Lang/Comp

 AP Calc AB

 Digital Electronics

 AP Physics B

 AP Govt

 Biotecnical Engineering

 AP French

2nd Semester (Until I moved)

 AP English Lang/Comp

 AP Calc AB

 Communications Systems

 AP Physics C

 Biotechnical Engineering

 AP French

 AP Econ

 

Yeah. I'm going to sleep through next year.

They don't even offer French at CAHS.

I feel sorry for the kids who spend their entire life here, how do they get out? 

taking it out on me

I don't really understand.

I do love you. If you need me I'm here. 

I know you already know that....

I hope you change your mind, I know you will.

It gets annoying though, having to stay through every up and every down.

Especially considering I have nothing to do with this. 

I don't have to stay, but you expect me to. 

Well.

I'll be here when you come running back.

Just like always.

Woot!

My school has a robotics team!

CRT 306 if ya want to look it up on Blue Alliance. 

I talked to Jake today, and he got me their adult contact's # so I can get on the roster.

:)

I don't know....

I want to be there. I want you to count on me. I want to not be here. I want for us to be able to be open and happy. I want for me to not go to Summer Seminar this year. I want for you not to sign your guard contract.  I want us to not have to pretend to be something we're not. I want us to be back together.  I want a lot of things. Not one of them has a chance of happening.

I'm only doing this...

because you want me too.