taking it out on me

I don't really understand.

I do love you. If you need me I'm here. 

I know you already know that....

I hope you change your mind, I know you will.

It gets annoying though, having to stay through every up and every down.

Especially considering I have nothing to do with this. 

I don't have to stay, but you expect me to. 

Well.

I'll be here when you come running back.

Just like always.

Woot!

My school has a robotics team!

CRT 306 if ya want to look it up on Blue Alliance. 

I talked to Jake today, and he got me their adult contact's # so I can get on the roster.

:)

I don't know....

I want to be there. I want you to count on me. I want to not be here. I want for us to be able to be open and happy. I want for me to not go to Summer Seminar this year. I want for you not to sign your guard contract.  I want us to not have to pretend to be something we're not. I want us to be back together.  I want a lot of things. Not one of them has a chance of happening.

I'm only doing this...

because you want me too.